"NO! Don't tempt us to eat that. We're prohibited to eat or drink something cold and sweet." she said irritably. Why is that she's always short-tempered? Maybe the reason why is that the cute kid keeps on blurting out that he wants to share his scramble with us. Why is that so? I don't even know. The kid just wants to share what he got then she got irritated all of a sudden? Well I guess she's on her period, but that doesn't mean she can't control her temper. I really felt sorry for the kid for I saw his face turned blue. He's didn't do anything wrong, besides he's nice, he got that bubbly personality that shows his innocence so how come she got irritated to this little angel? The light fades out in her.
She's nice, yes. She's good at speaking for she had a good accent. She threw her lines perfectly, she's still wearing the same shirt that labels her personality, she's still my friend, but why is that I felt something unusual; it seems like something changed. I can't figure it out at this time, but there's something wrong... I guess the light fades out in her.
After some hours of bustling training, we performed our voice show. We recorded it and we decided that we'll practice more. We need to polish everything, but we're only given one day to polish it, but it ended up now, unsatisfied on what we've executed. Even though I wanted to practice more to perfect it, I need to follow my schedule for this day. I'm still deciding to attend the meeting or go home and take a rest. My conscience tells me to attend while my body tells me to rest. I asked her opinion...
"Aattend ka ba sa meeting mamaya?" I asked her.
"No." she said coldly.
"Bakit?" I asked her again.
Questions started running through my mind. My curiosity drained when I heard her answer...
"Kasi ayoko, saka 'di pa ako nagpapaalam kila Mama." she stated while packing her things.
I was left there. Standing. Is she still my friend that has the eagerness to serve Him? Why does she turned out like this? What happened to her? I remained silent for I'm sensing that she'll say something more.
"Pinag-iisipan ko nga 'rin pala kung iiwan ko 'yung TK. Besides, hindi naman ako kawalan eh." she continued.
My heart broke down into pieces on what I've heard. Why? Why did she turned out like this? Is there something wrong? I don't want this feeling, I felt my sweet smile cleared out rapidly and it turned out into a bitter one. I feel like, I'm the reason why she turned out like this, but my mind says that I did nothing wrong to her. Why all of a sudden? Oh yes! The light fades out in her.
I still remember the tough times when she badly need our prayers for her special someone that occupies half of her heart. As her friend, I included her someone into my prayers, every night and day, sincerely. My effort paid off, her special someone got a little stronger. I saw that she flashed a smile into me, and her eyes is like telling me "Thank you". I just winked at her and we went to the church for our practice.
She wants to be updated on the organization at all times, she gets angry when she's not informed. She's an active member. She's great because she never says "NO" to new experiences that welcomes her. I guess her faith was going strong. She's leaving her shell already. She interacts with other people and I love to see her bright aura. Her light shined and left the darkness. She's improving.
I really hope that her attitude continues. Until...
"NO! Don't tempt us to eat that. We're prohibited to eat or drink something cold and sweet." she said irritably.
I don't even know what happened, who changed her like that, when and where did it took place, why and how. I don't want her to stay in that way, I know that I need to do something because the light fades out in her.
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